Caring more about the Senate than the Senators

haha. tama si dane. the hell. bakit kami dapat kabahan saharap nila, eh mga corrupt sila! we are actually angels when placed beside them. haha.

The Senate session hall was smaller than what is shown on TV. haha. And mind you, those senators are not early birds. Si Kiko Pangilinan lang at si Flavier ang sakto sa 330 na usapan ng start ng session. Late nga si Loi Estrada eh. haha.

And Pia Cayetano's hair is BIG. and her make-up is thicker than the Earth's crust. Pinalakpakan niya kami though. Yung sincere na palakpak ah. hehe. Go Pia!

Tapos ginawa naming waiting room yung place kung saan ginaganap yung blue ribbon committee sessions. haha. waiting room lang pala yung ng Himig Agham eh! ang comfy nung chairs, though. :P

Tapos may nagpapic samin na senator na hindi ko kilala. haha. talk about current events on eng journ, ryan!

Pero still, mas masaya pa yung trips papunta at pabalik kesa nung nandun talaga kami. masaya lang dun kasi nasa isang lugar ka na sikat. at di yun dahil sa senators kundi dahil yun ang place kung saan maraming batas yung ginagawa. kumbaga, masy nagenjoy kami sa dahilang nasa isang lugar kami na may katuturan at may kasaysayan at di dahil makikita namin ang asawa ni Sharon o kung sino mang senador na naging corrupt kahit isang beses lang.

haha. ang sungit kaya nung elevator lady. boo.

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"Yes! Nalawayan ko na ang Senate!" --> Ben Lopez

hahahahaha.

krishna

eto yung 15 people oh:

http://www.tabulas.com/~revolutionofnayr/833323.html

haha. try to guess them. i doubt umabot ka ng 5 na mahulaan though.

ang pinakamimithi, ang pinakaaalay

boo.

"I know you" my ass. You guys don't know me. No one does. So don't act like it. I'm happy this way. Let me be.

boo.

Now I wish I'm fully deaf. Words are really harsh. Especially those from people who judge you in every way possible. Grr.

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Himig will sing tomorrow! Yey. Kahit alam kong konti lang ang naitutulong ko (kasi kaya naman ni Ben mag-isa. camon. haha.), I'm still happy. I really want to sing you know. Hay.

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Salamat Cesium, salamat. Fun-loving nga talaga kayo. Fun-producing, making, at lahat na din.

Salamat din promil kid. ganda ng bahay mo. :D

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I'm still asking myself what I told Ivy after CAT.

Why did God made me half-deaf? Kung hindi kaya ako half-deaf, meron kaya akong narinig na kahit ano na makakapagpabago sa buhay ko?

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The hell with ears anyway.

grats ALPHA!

no rob, i'm not angry. haha. so like you. nagpanic ka pa. haha. nagloko yung YM. and you should know me by now. I don't get angry with hose kind of things. Ganun din ako mangasar eh. Di naman patas kung maaasar ako sa mga bagay na ginagawa ko rin sa iba. :P

and no, i don't care if she says yes to someone else. and say no to another one. haha. poor another one. pero kasi, desidido akong magstag ngayon. I don't view prom as a romantic thing. Unless I'm inlove with someone right now. Unfortunately, I'm not. haha. So prom will still be somewhat like a bonduing time with my friends. In a very sophisticated manner, that is. Tsaka, the hell with romantic things. In the end, if you're not so sure about the romance, it would just end up to be a serious heartbreak.

if there is one thing I'm sure about it would be that I really have a BIG crush on that Dia 2010 girl. waw. haha. She looks like as if she's so fragile and yet, her eyes express that strength that every woman possess but is seldom seen. Most especially her lips, that pouts in a way more sexier than how Angelina Jolie does and yet, no matter how much it makes her look so hot, it also somehow makes her look like a pure-hearted female - someone who has a golden heart and soul. ambait niya kaya tingnan. at ang ganda rin.

Now, I'm really proud of my company. Hindi ko inexpect ang creativity niyo at yung galing niyo sa pasulong. Go Alpha! congrats sa mga bagong niyong asawa!

Putting white spaces between operators and operands in one string are equally strenuous and irritating becasue it seems useless. haha.

Electron's paskorus practices are depressing. Magaling ang electron. Oh yes. Talented kung talented. Pero naman. Hindi daw ba mapractice dahil wala ako?! Eh sinabi ko naman na may practice SILA. Kasi nga hindi ako makakapunta. Tapos hindi sila nagpractice dahil lang wala ako?! Wala lang. It makes me feel like I'm more burdened. Ang labo lang na sobrang dumedepende naman sila ngayon. Kaya naman nila eh. Ayaw lang nilang sa kanila manggaling yung initiative. Sayang naman. They become better everytime they practice. Tapos hindi sila nagpapractice. :(

so, WHAT HAVE YOU LEARNED ABOUT LIFE TODAY?

Life is something you can't control and is most of the time, unpredictable. But you have to go with it, simply because there is no way out but to face it and show to it that, hey, no matter how hard the challenges it poses to you, you would be able to survive it.

Even in the presence of tears, pain and shame.

Bankruptcy. Super moneyless.

I rushed to the DepEd-NCR yesterday just to pass our Intel forms, research plan and final paper. Basta yung Intel Requirements. Ayun. Ang dami ngang mali nun eh. Puros walang pirma, tapos mali-mali din yung mga pinipirmahan nung mga tao, kung saan-saan sila pumipirma at kung anu-ano pa. haha. funny. basta sobrang sabog nun. I doubt our chance for the Intel elminations.

Oh, and I took a cab from Pisay to that place. Mind you, after paying the cab driver, I became moneyless. As in wala na kong pera. As in 0. haha. buti na lang line ang fone ko at natawagan ko mom ko. haha.

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oi, look! I'm blogging again! that's fun! ang haba pa ng entries ko! waw! :P

Congrats!

To the people who made us achieve 18 points. :P

Clarrise Ligunas - 8th Place(Editorial Writing)

Ivy Razel Ventura - 6th Place(Pagsulat ng Balita)

Ericson Jericho Pacaba - 1st Place(Sports Writing)

**YMCA Search for Outstanding Campus Journalist, Nov. 8, 2006, Carlo Albert High School.

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P.S. In fairness, Carlos Albert High School's campus was much bigger, and CLEANER than the Xientian Campus. Haha.

To the new Pisay English tabloid: The Ovary

and the new Pisay tabloid for Filipino would be dubbed as: Ang Init. haha. So we'll not be called the SS-LL anymore. More like the O-I. haha.

And yes, this was how pathetic we felt after Carlos Albert decided to destroy our lives and take away the medals and that huge trophy we wanted to have. haha. Poor Pisay Journ.

We actually decided to stop producing quality, spreadsheet school newspapers and resort to make school tabloids where Ricky Lo would be the official feature editor and the banner stories would be blind items composed in a language understandable only by the pink community.

That sucks. And to think we actually achieved 3rd place last year. Now I think Sir Chris doubts my being the representative of Pisay for feature writing in presscons. Then again, he always doubts his students' ablities. He doesn't really care. Most of the time he's sarcastic and when he's not, he would threaten to lower your grade in journ if you won't stop pestering him. As if that would work when grades have finally achieved what they wanted long ago and made Pisay scholars so affected with their low grades they won't care if they get a 5.00. I know, i know. He's not really such a bad teacher. Actually, he's not bad at all. He's pretty good. And it's really fun to talk to him about stuff that makes you feel like he belongs to your age group. But I guess, at times when we're all pressured with school work and all that, we just have no other option but to be mad at him and make him our way of "expressing" our anger. like now. I'm all mad and depressed and all that so once again, I try to backstab him. Poor Sir Chris.

Yeah, yeah. This is one blog entry of a stupid bitter student who just experienced his first time to lose in a press conference. Pathetic much? Not quite.

Maybe I'm just tired and all that with everything that I'm doing that, for the second time in my entire life, and I actually can't believe I'm saying this, I want to be a Tiglao. Or a Pascua. Or EVEN an Atom. Face it. They actually had the chance to move out of Pisay and assume new identities and have new oppurtunities once more. They are currently even the best in their own new schools right now. They are sure to make every other student work hard just to get the grades that they would get there. They would be an intelligent somebody before they leave high school. And that's a good thing. Really. For once, I want my academically excellent self back. The person that I once was in elementary. That person that seems to be utterly impossible here in Pisay. I want to not review for a math exam and actually get a perfect score in it.

But then again, dreams are meant to be dreams forever. Because if they would come true, then they would cease to be a dream because you have finally achieved it.

I'm not really mad or anything. Just disappointed. Nothing more, nothing less. It was actually okay for me. It's just that I really liked my article this time. It was nice for me. Really.

Still, I'm very much thankful to God. Before the announcement of winners, I actually told him that it would very okay for me if I would lose. And after I figured out that I lost, I felt nothing. No sadness whatsoever. I just smiled. It was as if he actually helped make my promise to him come true: That I would be okay despite everything. So thanks God. Thanks a lot. :)

di mo lang alam

i just read ben's blog entry about things that he miss. and i tried making one. but then again, i haven't even started yet and i already feel like it would be one of those useless things that i would post here. and mind you, i HATE meaningless blog entries (which actually means this blog entry should have meaning. haha.). and you might also wonder why. seriously i don't know.

i don't know what i miss simply because it feels like i don't miss any. as in.

ang pathetic noh? i mean, what kind of person are you if you don't miss anything? seriously. ibig sabihin ba nun ikaw yung tipo ng taong hindi marunong lumingon sa pinanggalingan or sumthing?

pero kasi, come to think of it, never naman akong umalis sa isang lugar. lagi kong kasama family ko. at si ben ay dormer.

pero miski na di ba? i should miss something. or even someone else.

but then again, i HATED my elementary life. kahit na sabihin pa nating i was regarded as one of the few very brilliant kids nun. at kahit na walang sinuman ang nagtatangkang mangbully sakin dahil may pangalan ako sa skul ko non. I still hate it. everything about it. as in. i would never go back there. and all because of a reason i never even dare disclose to anyone. si God lang may alam. :D

all i really have is pisay. and i still have it. kaya hindi ko siya masyadong namimiss.

so. what's there to miss??

only three things: i miss reciting poems again (declamation and stuff), i miss writing short stories everyday, and i miss being kid and the times when you have nothing to worry about except cartoons and food.

yey.

this blog entry actually means that i'm back. I'm back on the list.

which means my blog ban is also over. yey.

that was a more than 0.3 jump. the highest jump i've done so far. haha. ang saya. 11 steps up yun!!!!

i now feel jumpy. hehe. :P