and the new Pisay tabloid for Filipino would be dubbed as: Ang Init. haha. So we'll not be called the SS-LL anymore. More like the O-I. haha.
And yes, this was how pathetic we felt after Carlos Albert decided to destroy our lives and take away the medals and that huge trophy we wanted to have. haha. Poor Pisay Journ.
We actually decided to stop producing quality, spreadsheet school newspapers and resort to make school tabloids where Ricky Lo would be the official feature editor and the banner stories would be blind items composed in a language understandable only by the pink community.
That sucks. And to think we actually achieved 3rd place last year. Now I think Sir Chris doubts my being the representative of Pisay for feature writing in presscons. Then again, he always doubts his students' ablities. He doesn't really care. Most of the time he's sarcastic and when he's not, he would threaten to lower your grade in journ if you won't stop pestering him. As if that would work when grades have finally achieved what they wanted long ago and made Pisay scholars so affected with their low grades they won't care if they get a 5.00. I know, i know. He's not really such a bad teacher. Actually, he's not bad at all. He's pretty good. And it's really fun to talk to him about stuff that makes you feel like he belongs to your age group. But I guess, at times when we're all pressured with school work and all that, we just have no other option but to be mad at him and make him our way of "expressing" our anger. like now. I'm all mad and depressed and all that so once again, I try to backstab him. Poor Sir Chris.
Yeah, yeah. This is one blog entry of a stupid bitter student who just experienced his first time to lose in a press conference. Pathetic much? Not quite.
Maybe I'm just tired and all that with everything that I'm doing that, for the second time in my entire life, and I actually can't believe I'm saying this, I want to be a Tiglao. Or a Pascua. Or EVEN an Atom. Face it. They actually had the chance to move out of Pisay and assume new identities and have new oppurtunities once more. They are currently even the best in their own new schools right now. They are sure to make every other student work hard just to get the grades that they would get there. They would be an intelligent somebody before they leave high school. And that's a good thing. Really. For once, I want my academically excellent self back. The person that I once was in elementary. That person that seems to be utterly impossible here in Pisay. I want to not review for a math exam and actually get a perfect score in it.
But then again, dreams are meant to be dreams forever. Because if they would come true, then they would cease to be a dream because you have finally achieved it.
I'm not really mad or anything. Just disappointed. Nothing more, nothing less. It was actually okay for me. It's just that I really liked my article this time. It was nice for me. Really.
Still, I'm very much thankful to God. Before the announcement of winners, I actually told him that it would very okay for me if I would lose. And after I figured out that I lost, I felt nothing. No sadness whatsoever. I just smiled. It was as if he actually helped make my promise to him come true: That I would be okay despite everything. So thanks God. Thanks a lot. :)
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