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Regarding the next two posts

the next two posts are pretty dramatic. but don't worry, they are late posts. i've written them days ago. and mind you they were written when i was really sad so if at any point they would sound cheesy or weird, well, that's not my fault. :P

but, i'm fine now. very fine. :)

i just, you know, failed to post them so, since i already wasted time just to write them anyway, i decided to post them still. besides, late posts aren't at all that bad. especially when they are like the ones below.

see, it amazes me that my requirement for me to write anything is sadness. when i'm sad, i can write (otherwise i can't. hehe). words just come out of me effortlessly. heck, sometimes i even use words i've never used before like as if i had used them all the time. ang galing. this actually justifies why i want to listen to slow songs whenever i write (the most effective of them all is Maria Mena's "Sorry") because i tend to finish writing whatever i write in a shorter span of time.

It's like sadness fuels my thoughts and gives me all the creative juice i need to write. And this is why i'm posting them still even though they're not timely anymore.

i just wish i can also do this when i'm happy.

Isang email mula sa kabit ni Dating Pangulong Erap

Kilala ko na ng husto ang mga ganitong email na isang tingin ko palang, kaya ko na kaagad malaman kung isa siya sa mga email na nanloloko lang ng mga nakakatanggap nito - unwanted emails ba. Pakiramdam ko nga bihasa na ako sa mga ganito eh.

At kagaya rin marahil ng maraming may email address, binubura ko kaaad ang mga ito ng hindi man lang binubuksan. Sa totoo lang, bago ako magbasa ng kahit anong email, buburahin ko muna lahat ng ganung email. Nakakairita kasi na minsan, sa 35 na email ko, 10 lang dun ang may kwenta sa buhay ko at karamihan, mga email na pinapaasa lang akong marami akong email.

Pero minsan, kapag nababagot ako o sadyang nakakaengganyo ang pangalan ng 'nagpadala,' hindi ko agad binubura at, sa katunyan, binabasa ko pa nga.

At akalain mong mayroon din palang mga pagkakataong mamamangha ka sa mga ganitong email. Minsan kasi, sobrang imaginative ng pagkakagawa niya na umaabot sa puntong nakaka-aliw. Hindi pa rin nakakakumbinsi pero nakaka-aliw pa rin. Sino ba kasing tao ang may kakayahang umisip ng mga ganitong scenario para lang makagawa ng mga email na manloloko? Kaya nakakabilib eh. Yung iba kasi lantaran na lang sinasabi na: "I'll send ou 300 gazillion dollars just reply to this message with your contact info, etc."

Pero ang email na ito, gumamit pa ng kaunting history at story background para lang mas magmukhang convincing. Haha. Kakaibang talaga. Oh eto na (unedited):

From:Madam Laarni Ejarcito Enriquez. Confinement house.
Manilla, Phillipine.

WITH TRUST AND CONFIDENCE,

Dear Sir,

I am very sorry to had infringe into your privacy without permissionbut please with all humility i solicit your attention to hear me out.Iammadam Laarni Enriquez, a filippino by nationality, and a divorcee. Honestly I would like to have a long lasting relationship with you ,if possible entrusting my life time fortune into your possession,as now I am broken hearted and needs someone to trust, without remembering mypast and forsaken experiences from close confidants and family. I need someone, who would take me for whom I am and as a life timepartner, after making claims of my deposited life fortuned in Abroad.Well, from your profile, I believe in me that you ought to be a veryhonest person.

I would like to give you a brief description of my lifeautobiograph I was once the mistress of our President, Joseph Estrada,andduring his tenure in office, I was often used as a courier indepositinghis(the president) funds, in the Europe,and Africa because of myhonesty but his wife Madam Loi and her son-Jude, accused me of havingsecretaffair with the president ,this led to fabrication of all kind ofallegation against just to disrepute my honestly earned fame .

But, not quite long, I was arrested, together with his wife and son,in connection with the 27th July, 2003, failed coup for working in thehousehold of the ex-president Joseph Estrada .Althought i was latergranted bailed as there was no substantial evidence against me , now Ihave been released but under security watch within state confinementwithlimited opportunity to reach the outside world to prove my innocence. All, I want from you is to assist me make claims of some funds, I diddeposited in metallic truck box in security finance house in London,United Kingdom a remote states in British. Every other deposit havebeenconsficated and seized by the the government of Madam Gloria thePresident of republic of philippine .

But, this one is the only one theycouldnot see, as I did kept the deposit certicate and deposit agreetmentwith one of my close confidant The Amount being deposited is much about 20. Million United statesdollars,as this was the money that was supposed to be used by thePresident to acquire some properties in Europe.

All, I want from you, now is honesty and sincerity, as, as soon asthis money is claimed by you, I will look for a way out and sneaked outof Philippines and travel down to meet you in your country , theshipment cost and demurrage has being taken care I would like us to goinvestment partnership together,in investing this money in your countryandanywhere else you prefer.

I will send you my Photo, the a depositcertificate and authoritative agreetment which i am prapared to forward to youwith more hint on how to reach the security company to retrieve andrequest the shipment of the metallic box containing fund on my behalftoyour country while i join you at convenient time for joint investmentif you desire.In addition to this i promise to give you five millionunited states dollars out of the total fund for your kind assistance.

Sincerely,
Laarni.

A really sincere apology. Hahaha.

I'm starting to hate the fact that Cheska produces a lot of REALLY good entries while all I can come up with is a pathetic apology for an entry. Yes, I apologize to this blog for not really helping it serve its purpose in the world by having good blog entries. I apologize for having so much to write about, but still choosing not to (like a review for the movie "Gabriel," which has a really good concept; I'm not just sure if it jives with theological ideas and whether it is, at any point blasphemous. Still, it really has a good concept, somthing most hollywood movies lack nowadays since they just rip off japanese horror films now.).

So there. I'm just posting, AGAIN, so that at least I would have a post for the month March. Hey, I don't want to openly admit that I'm starting to lose my pasion in writing about just anything! Hehe.

Kidding aside, I do exert effort. I'm applying for the college of medicine's newspaper now. I'm placed no the news com, however, which is irritating because I hate writing in a very rigid manner (heck, even how to write dates have rules!). Seriously, I'm a feature writer by heart. This is torture. They're just lucky they teamed me up with my *ehem*imed*ehem*crush*ehem* which makes writing news, really, really, worthwhile. (Yes, pito, this means 2-3 in favor of me!) :D

Oh, and of course, since this is becoming a great update on what's happening in my life now, I would also like to announce that our batch's summer getaway would be none other than up manila. This means studying STILL when the rest of the college of medicine takes a break. I hate our life-draining curriculum. Haha.

By the way, the end of this year's second summer also marked the end of our last hard math subject (because the last math subject we would have to forcefully take up this summer, which would be easy daw according to the upper years)!! So then again, I love our curriculum. Hehe.

There. Nothing much is happening to my life anyway. It's just always full of "I have to study" mode since my scholarship was almost jeopardized by guess what subject - math! Hay. See! Even updating my blog through an entry about my personal experiences is boring! I seriously have to write again.

By the way, according to my elder sister, Sitti has this great quote about your passion before college would still be your passion after colloge. HAha, sabi ko na eh! One way or another, I'll have that documentary or that Palanca-winning-short story!

On doctors stripping on stage, Activated Charcoals, and the dullness of my blog

Intro lang na walang connection:
Tinanong ng kaklase ko sa Imed sa teacher namin sa Chem 14 (si Sir Engle) dati kung bakit kailangan pa naming i-convert sa nanometers ang wavelength ng light at bakit hindi na lang meters. Ang sagot niya:

"Ganito lang yan class eh. Kapag hindi natin kinonvert, parang kang tinanong kung anong waistline mo tapos sumagot ka naman in kilometers."

hahaha. wala lang. isipin mo na lang:

"Miss, anong waistline mo?"

"0.00000078 kilometers."

hahahaha. parang kahit puro decimal place, malaki pa rin. lol.

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College of Med recently had its anual "Tao Rin Pala" variety show. And Imed2014 had its first exposure to it din. Tao rin pala yung title asi gusto rin nlang patnayan na tao rin ang med students, nagvavariety show din kami. hahaha.

in fairness, the upperclassmen were REALLY good. As in todo performance. nakakabilib.

at siyempre di nagpatalo ang mga doctors sa PGH, part pa rin naman kasi sila ng College eh. at ibang klase pala magperform ang mga taga-dept. of surgery. haha. wala silang ginawa sa stage kundi nagtanggal ng polo at pants. yun lang. haha. imagine naked doctors undulating in the stage. haha. parang hindi tuloy kami makapaniwala na sila rin yng mga nagooperate sa mga tao sa OR! lol.

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Alam mo ba na mabisang adsorbent ang activated charcoal para sa food coloring? haha. di naman masyadong obvious na gumagawa ako ng lab rep sa chem. pero di nga. kung may food coloring yung juice mo or something tapos ayaw mo nung kulay, lagyan mo ng activated charcoal tapos i-filter mo. tada!

di ko nga lang sure kung pwede pang inumin. :)

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my blog is struggling for new posts nowadays. sorry ah. sobrang busy kasi eh. at malamang sa mga susunod na linggo ganun pa rin. bakit pa kasi kailangang mag-college eh! haha.

pasensya blog. till next time. :)

And so I post in this currently rotting blog.

It's hard to study in UP Manila, see. I don't own a laptop in any case (but you can make my life better and easier by givng me one! So call now! Call within the next five minutes and have the chance to give me a cool new phone!) and I most certainly do not want to waste money going to internet cafes just to bloghop and post a blog entry about things I'm sure my Limbic System would remember anyway. I'd rather eat. My dorm is expensive enough, thank you (not to mention we think we are being swindled already by our landlady. but that's debatable.). So there. Even with all the hype of UPM, I'd rather not post.

So why post now?

Well, let's just say my teachers were kind enough not to give me homework (wherein I would shout a loud and proud "yey!"). So I have time. And access (which my sister now provides. dati kasi ako bumibili ng net card eh. ngayon siya na. yey!).

So here are the more serious and relevant matters this entry is supposed to be about:

Babay KG! Adios to my oh-so-brave classmate and housemate that is brave enough to venture into the world of Singapore. Seriously, if I were you, I would have had a nervous breakdown way way before because I would most certainly be lost and dumbfounded if I'd find myself alone in a foreign country. But you do have your dreams and this path is certainly better for you. So good luck in Singapore! I know you are brave enough to tackle all the hindrances that you may encounter. Ingat ka do'n! And remember that iMed 2014 is always proud of you and that you'll always be number forty!

Rob's running for a position in the Annehoe. And his rival is a *toot*. haha. sorry, sorry. scratch that. what I mean is that his rival is a real POLITICIAN. Foul Play kung mag-campaign eh! (And this is the part where I'll start speaking in tagalog because seriously, it's more effective to say these thing in Filipino. :P) Kung hindi mo kayang manalo ng hindi ka maninira ng ibang tao, pwes magsama-sama nawa kayo ng mga pulitikong hindi dapat binubuhay dito sa mundo at nagiging sanhi ng di-demokratikong mga halalan dito sa Pilipinas. Nawa'y ang mga katulad mo ay tamaan ng kidlat. (Back to my Americanized and overly unnationalistic and apathetic mode of talking.) Besides, you told people that Rob is mayabang (say that in a conyotic way as if imitating a miriam student). Eh fishing nga lagi yang taong yan eh! Joke ka naman eh! I haven't even seen him be mayabang in any way and we've been friend for four years! Buti sana kung sinabi mo na mataba siya o kaya may bilbil siya o kaya nagiispray siya ng laway minsan kapag nagsasalita. Pero mayabang? Naman! Anyway, in case you don't win, Rob, it just means it's not for you and that Annehoe would have to stick to people like her. Good luck sa candidacy! And I'm sorry with this part of my blog entry. I can't help it, see. :)

I love my intarmed classmates. And this part needs no expounding whatsoever. :D

I don't know what else to write so I'm off to make my Pisay movie review. :P

Kasalanan ni Cheska at Rob.

haha. eto na. may patag-tag pa kasing nalalalaman. :P

Each player of this games starts with 6 weird things about you. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don’t forget to leave a comment that says you are tagged in their comments and tell them to read your blog.

1. Ang "Rob's suka" ko ay pork and beans. For some reason, nasusuka ako kapag iniisip ko ang pork and beans lalu na kapag naaamoy ko yun. seriously. :)

2. I'm half-deaf. Is that weird? I think so. Si Sir Vlad nga hindi makaget-over dyan eh. As in kapag may exam, ibubulong niya yung sagot sa left ear ko. Eh yun yung hindi nagfufunction. So much for bonus points. :P Tapos magtatatalon siya and all that kasi hindi ko narinig yung binulong niya kasi nga, duh, bingi nga yung tenga na yun. haha. tapos nalaman ko na half-deaf din si Ceasar at yung left ear niya din ang bingi! haha.

3. Pawisin ako. SOBRA. Di ba dani? :P As in kunwari galing ako sa isang air-condirtioned room tapos lumabas ako, tiyak, within a minute or two, pinapawisan na ako. tapos after around five minutes, tumatagaktak na pawis ko. Tapos pinapawisan din ako ng todo-todo kapag kinakabahan, nasasaktan ng matagal, etc.

4. Sa bahay namin, may isang rule: wag mong tatanggalan ng electric fan si Ryan. Kasi kapag naiinitan ako, nabibwisit ako ng sobra at nagiging pasigaw ako magsalita tapos hindi ako makapag-isip at all. As in hindi ako mapakali at wala akong magawang kahit ano. hehe.

5. Wala akong ibang t-shirt na pambahay kundi white t-shirt. as in yung plain na walang design at kung meron man, sobrang konti. imposibleng makita mo ko sa loob ng bahay namin na nakasuot ng ibang damit na hindi white t-shirt.

6. Kapag nag-iisip ako, kinakausap ko ang sarili ko. hahaha. Naobserbahan nga ata ni ma'am simpas at ni jackie yun eh. Tuwing exam, kinakausap ko ang sarili ko lalu na akpag hindi ko sigurado yung sagot o kaya ubod ng hirap nung tanong. Tipong:

"Sigurado ka ba sa letter A, Ryan? Pwede rin kasi yung letter B. Hindi naman porke't hindi tunog maganda, hindi na yun yung sagot."
"Eh kasi nga po, Mr. Ryan, mas logical yung letter A. "
"Bahala ka. Wag mo kong sisihin kapag B yung sagot. Tingin ko B yung tama."
"Hmmm. Sige na nga, B na lang. PWede rin naman eh."

Haha. Sinasabi ko yan sa sarili ko ah! hahahaha. Ewan ko kung bakit ko ginagawa yan. Siguro para masiguro ko talaga sa sarili ko na hindi ko dinadoubt yung sagot ko. Na agree yung buong katawan ko dun sa sagot ko. hehehe.

I tag Cecile, Maisie, Joji, Garrick, Ben, Catalan. :)

For the Copper Chloride, I love thee.

haha. go chem. i got 3 out of 4! 3 out of 4! waw!! akala ko pa wala akong tinama kahit isa. si sir de ocampo kasi ang discouraging magsalita. pero wala eh. ang bait ni God. :)

ang FRUSTRATING na ng teenpreneur para kay Cheska. at, oo, malapit na kong sumunod. eh kwento pa lang ni cheska, nakakafrustrate na. At this point, hindi ko na alam kung problema na siya ng ESA o ng team namin. Pero whichever, nanghihinayang ako sa mga planning effort ni cheska na nawawalang saysay dahil sa mga mentors namin mula sa ESA at sa ESA na rin mismo (funds! wah!). lalo na yung mga planning efforts ni cheska kasi sobrang essential ng oras para saming mga taga-pisay eh. hindi naman sa hindi rin busy yung mga taga-ESA pero yun nga, nakakainis minsan na ang labo nilang kausap na kung ano yung sinabi nila, iba yung nangyayari. nagugulo tuloy yung mga schedule nung mga tao. tapos sobrang busy pa naming 4th years ngayon kasi nga graduating at walang puso ang pisay. kaya ayan. it's not that everything should be blamed on them, pero yun nga. may mga pagkukulang na rin sila. and at this point, ginagawa na lang talaga namin 'to para kay mang roberto. kawawa naman kasi yung tao. walang trabaho at all. at nageenjoy din naman kami somehow. ayun. hay. at hindi lang yan, perio ng march 2! at yung teenpreneur ay march 2! great. saya.

haha. Adel is so going to win the SAPI award for best actress. hay. ang sarap ng pakiramdam kapag napapalabas mo yung talents nung ibang tao. :P

this post is useless, btw. it's made up of rants. hay. tuluyan na nga yatang nawala ang aking nakasanayang palagiang magsulat ng mga bagay na may saysay. nawawalan na rin tuloy ng kwenta ang blog na to. sori na. tao lang. :P

at dahil nangako ako kay God

babalik na ko sa pagsulat. pero this time, susubukan kong maging masaya naman yung mga fiction stories ko. (except the latest one, nasimula ko na kasi yun, way before eh!)

at nagcacast kami ni shayne para sa play ng SK. nakakatuliro. (i got the part that i loved though so okay lang). Nood kayo ah: INTIMATE THEATER 2007 ng maSKara!


at excited na ko sa bagong version ng blogger, pero ayaw niya pa kong ipagswitch. :( lumipat na nga ako eh! bad blogger!

merry xmas sa lahat ng nagbabasa ng blog na to!

i'm officially back inside the snake pit!

To YOU:

i lied.

medyo lang pero nakonsiyensya ako eh.

nagalit ako sa sinabi mo. as in galit na galit na gusto ko na sanang maiyak at nagbuhos talaga ako ng sama ng loob kay Cheska. na-offend ako sa sinabi mo. di ko na alam kung bakit at ayaw ko nang basahin pa ulit yung sinulat mo. basta. ayun. nagalit ako, hindi sayo, pero sa sinabi mo.

at nagsinungaling ako sa pagsabing ang yearbook article ko ang dahilan ng hindi ko pagreply sayo. hindi yun totoo. galit pa ko sa sinabi mo nun kaya hindi ako nagrereply kahit sa tagboard man lang.

at nagsinungaling ako kasi kachat kita. somehow, i don't want to tell you directly.

kahit ngayon naman, galit pa rin ako eh.

pero hindi na siguro sa sinabi mo. mas galit na siguro ako sa SARILI ko. kasi napagtanto ko na parang ang sama na talaga ng dating ng blog ko. parang ang dumi-dumi na niya. tapos lahat ng dumi galing sa kin. parang ang panget-panget na niya. tapos wala akong ginagawa para mabago yun. parang ang baho-baho na ng bunganga ko.

nagalit lang siguro ako kasi pinahiya ako ng sinabi mo sa sarili kong blog at kahit dun sa xientian mismo.

ayun. at sa sinabi mong: "the right to say what you think comes with some responsibility, and I just wish you'd exercised more carefulness in doing so.", gusto ko lang sabihin na inaamin kong hindi ako nagiingat sa mga sinasabi ko. pero lahat naman yun pinaninindigan ko. kaya nga ako nagpart 2 dun sa blog entry ko di ba. kasi gusto kong mas nililinaw yung sinasabi ko. naninindigan lang naman ako. at kaya nga nung sa tingin niyo eh naging mayabang na ako, tinago ko na yung dalawang entries. para lang hindi na maging mayabang at para subukang itama ang sinasabi mong maling nagawa ko.

may isa kang tanong dun sa email mo sakin na sa tingin ko may karapatan kang malaman ang sagot: "Tell me how I offended you. Is it when I told you to stop? Or is it when I told you that the entry wasn't in very good taste?"

pareho.

pero napagtanto ko nang hindi mo naman din kasalanan eh. kagaya nga ng sinabi mo: nagyabang ako. kaya ayan. sinubukan ko nang ayusin.

at oo, habang kachat kita, bawat "haha" ko sayo hindi totoo. kasi hindi talaga ako masaya sa nangyari. nasaktan lang talaga ako n sobra. pakiramdam ko natalo ako sa sarili kong blog.

hindi ako nagalit sayo. yun totoo yun. nagalit ako sa sinabi mo.

hindi mo lang kasi talaga alam kung anong pakiramdam ng maging tanging tao sa pamilya na naging taga-pisay. mahirap idefend ang skul mo kapaga tatlong kapatid mo ang magtutulong-tulong para kalabanin ka. hindi mo alam kung paano nila ako kinalaban sa comment nung xientian na yun. kaya hindi mo alam kung bakit sobrang violent ko magreact.

yun hindi mo yun kasalanan.

at oo, hindi na ako halos magboblog. mas okay na din yun. para mas kaunting tao ang maapektuhan ng mga sinasabi ko.

**sana lang matagal mo bago madiskubre ang entries sa blog na to. o kung pwede, sana rin hindi na. sori kung medyo nagsinungaling ako. hindi naman talaga ako nagalit sayo eh. sa sinabi mo lang.

11344 hits

...last time i checked. waw. ang dami nun ah. and for two years of blogging through tabulas, it's not that bad (5672 hits per year, 15 hits per day!). hehe. i would miss it so much.

i would not ultimately stop blogging. i would once in a while. but not that often i guess. (or maybe i would be back if ever i feel like it again). but right now, i really don't.

especially when i found out that my opinions, when exposed for the whole world wide web to see, may start a nuclear war.

so what the hell, dani gave me a new notebook that i could might as well use for my opinions. the hell with blogs. the hell with xientians.

and i would not go back to tabulas for the time being (aww.. 11344 hits!).

wishlist

i was going to create a christmas wishlist just like what i did last year because I got envious of other people's blogs that featured their owner's long list of wishes. But then again i never really exert any effort whatsoever to attain those wishes.

i mean, even though they're wishes, they really won't come true unless you make them come true or unless the fate decides to help. santa clause has long been disproved, you know. so the hell with wishes.

christmas is not about wishlists, anyway.

tabulas ban

people are stupid, don't realize what the word "opinion" means, and i hate them.

this starts my tabulas ban. i hate it now.

i love you snake pit. :D

AND i am now going to imitate garrick's blog. (hehe..)

no comments. no tagboards.

just me, my opinions. nothing else.

kung may gusto kang sabihin, dun ka sa blog mo.

salamat. :)

Cheska: reaciton MO yun
Cheska: *reaction
Cheska: pagdedefend dahil nasaktan ka
Cheska: paano mapapalala ang sitwasyon kung ang ginawa mo lang naman ay lumaban dahil naargabyado ka at eskwelahan mo?
Cheska: WALANG masama dun. kaya nga hindi umunlad unlad Pilipinas eh
Cheska: marami kasing duwag
Cheska: maraming hindi tumulad sayo na papalag pag nasaktan
Cheska: kaya wag kang mapiss off dahil hindi ka natalo sa sarili mong blog
Cheska: hindi ka ever matatalo sa sarili mong blog dahil IKAW yun
Cheska: yun ka. at kung anuman ang sabihin ng ibang tao, hindi ka na makikielam dahil hindi mo responsibilidad na magbago para sa kanila

krishna

eto yung 15 people oh:

http://www.tabulas.com/~revolutionofnayr/833323.html

haha. try to guess them. i doubt umabot ka ng 5 na mahulaan though.

Bankruptcy. Super moneyless.

I rushed to the DepEd-NCR yesterday just to pass our Intel forms, research plan and final paper. Basta yung Intel Requirements. Ayun. Ang dami ngang mali nun eh. Puros walang pirma, tapos mali-mali din yung mga pinipirmahan nung mga tao, kung saan-saan sila pumipirma at kung anu-ano pa. haha. funny. basta sobrang sabog nun. I doubt our chance for the Intel elminations.

Oh, and I took a cab from Pisay to that place. Mind you, after paying the cab driver, I became moneyless. As in wala na kong pera. As in 0. haha. buti na lang line ang fone ko at natawagan ko mom ko. haha.

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oi, look! I'm blogging again! that's fun! ang haba pa ng entries ko! waw! :P

di mo lang alam

i just read ben's blog entry about things that he miss. and i tried making one. but then again, i haven't even started yet and i already feel like it would be one of those useless things that i would post here. and mind you, i HATE meaningless blog entries (which actually means this blog entry should have meaning. haha.). and you might also wonder why. seriously i don't know.

i don't know what i miss simply because it feels like i don't miss any. as in.

ang pathetic noh? i mean, what kind of person are you if you don't miss anything? seriously. ibig sabihin ba nun ikaw yung tipo ng taong hindi marunong lumingon sa pinanggalingan or sumthing?

pero kasi, come to think of it, never naman akong umalis sa isang lugar. lagi kong kasama family ko. at si ben ay dormer.

pero miski na di ba? i should miss something. or even someone else.

but then again, i HATED my elementary life. kahit na sabihin pa nating i was regarded as one of the few very brilliant kids nun. at kahit na walang sinuman ang nagtatangkang mangbully sakin dahil may pangalan ako sa skul ko non. I still hate it. everything about it. as in. i would never go back there. and all because of a reason i never even dare disclose to anyone. si God lang may alam. :D

all i really have is pisay. and i still have it. kaya hindi ko siya masyadong namimiss.

so. what's there to miss??

only three things: i miss reciting poems again (declamation and stuff), i miss writing short stories everyday, and i miss being kid and the times when you have nothing to worry about except cartoons and food.

ang pataas na pusa.

tama si rayray.

Jesus, take the wheel.

seriously, i'm really scared.

nagpapasalamat ako kay God kasi nung hiniling ko na sana matapos ko yung exam nang hindi nauubusan ng oras, yun nga yung nangyari. thanks God.

pero weird yung pakiramdam after nung UPCAT eh. parang wala lang. ang peaceful. nahirapan ako, pero di tulad ng dati, hindi ko masyadong naramdaman yun after exam. i'm scared.

lalu na nung inaayos na nung proctor yung mga test papers. yun yung tapos na talaga yung exams tapos na ipasa mo na. NAKAKATAKOT. sobra. kasi yun yung point na wala ka na talagang control sa kung ano nang susunod na mangyayari. wala ka nang control sa kinabukasan mo. lahat nakasalalay na lang sa papel na ipinasa mo.

gud luck sa buong batch 07. maraming maraming gud luck.

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may dalawa akong weird na katabi nung upcat. yung isa, nangungulangot. tapos yung isa naman, ang BILIS niyang matapos. naalala ko nga yung kwento ni sir chris eh. na mabilis daw magsagot ang mga estudyanteng nagaaral sa science high schools. tapos na-realize ko, eh dapat ako yung mabilis magsagot di ba? kasi ako yung estudyanteng nagaaral sa science high school?? haha.. tapos ang bagal. wehehe..

at pagkatapos kong maisip yung tungkol sa mga weird kong katabi, naisip ko: "kung sila rin may blog, malamang nasabi rin nila dun na: 'meron akong weirdong katabi nung nag-upcat ako'". bakit?

bigla kasi akong tumatawa eh. as in yung halakhak na walang tunog. feeling ko nga pakiramdam nung mga proctor, nababaliw na ko eh. pano naman kasi, nakakatawa kaya yung ibang options. lalu na dun sa Filipino part. haha.

Happy 2nd Birthday Snake Pit!

Happy Birthday, happy birthday, happy birthday snake pit!

Naks. I'm so proud na nakadalawang taon na ang blog kong 'to! At naka 3000+ visitors na siya ever since.

Itong blog na 'to ang nagsimula ng blogging habit ko. Kaya naman kahit halos hindi na talaga ako pumupunta dito at hindi na rin ako masyadong nagpopost dito (crosspost na lang sa pamamagitan ng tabulas), di ko pa rin siya magawang mabura. ang hirap eh. may sentimental value na siya sa akin.

Kaya naman, two days before its birthday, inayos ko na kagad ang layout niya. tada!

Happy Birthday blog!

Happy Birthday EIC!!!

Maligayang bati, maligayang bati, maligayang maligayang, maligayang bati!!!

Happy Birthday sa pinakamagaling na news writer at blog designer, cerified Lysolista at kasalukuyang editor-in-chief ng English newspaper sa Pisay,

si rayray!

Happy Birthday! at sana nakuha mo na yung pantalon na ginawa naming card. haha. in fairness, talagang nag-"travel from one person to another" ang travelling pants na yun ah!

sana lagi kang masaya at sana makapasok ka (sana rin kasama kami.. hehe..) sa nationals this year!!

continue WRITING FOR CHRIST! :D