11.05.2006

di mo lang alam

i just read ben's blog entry about things that he miss. and i tried making one. but then again, i haven't even started yet and i already feel like it would be one of those useless things that i would post here. and mind you, i HATE meaningless blog entries (which actually means this blog entry should have meaning. haha.). and you might also wonder why. seriously i don't know.

i don't know what i miss simply because it feels like i don't miss any. as in.

ang pathetic noh? i mean, what kind of person are you if you don't miss anything? seriously. ibig sabihin ba nun ikaw yung tipo ng taong hindi marunong lumingon sa pinanggalingan or sumthing?

pero kasi, come to think of it, never naman akong umalis sa isang lugar. lagi kong kasama family ko. at si ben ay dormer.

pero miski na di ba? i should miss something. or even someone else.

but then again, i HATED my elementary life. kahit na sabihin pa nating i was regarded as one of the few very brilliant kids nun. at kahit na walang sinuman ang nagtatangkang mangbully sakin dahil may pangalan ako sa skul ko non. I still hate it. everything about it. as in. i would never go back there. and all because of a reason i never even dare disclose to anyone. si God lang may alam. :D

all i really have is pisay. and i still have it. kaya hindi ko siya masyadong namimiss.

so. what's there to miss??

only three things: i miss reciting poems again (declamation and stuff), i miss writing short stories everyday, and i miss being kid and the times when you have nothing to worry about except cartoons and food.

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