I just want someone to ask if i'm okay

i think i'm too selfish. or too deprived thus selfish. or too needy thus too deprived so becoming too selfish. or too giving, but conditionally, making me too needy thus too deprived so becoming too selfish. or too loyal to become too giving, albeit conditionally that made me needy thus too deprived so becoming too selfish.

or too stupid.

i just want anyone to ask if i'm fucking okay. kasi hindi.