Alam mo ba ang ibig sabihin ng "frustration"?

the past weeks have proven to me what frustration really is. ang dami kong ninais na makuha at makamit na hindi ko naaninag kahit konti. ang dami kong pinaghirapan na hindi nabigyan ng tamang justification. may mga bagay na akal ko ayan na, pero hindi pala.

no, this is not an entry to rant about life, about pisay, about whatever because once, in my entire life, the frustations did not own me at all. i own them.

"If you can let go of it, you own it. If you can't let go of it, it owns you." - sir vlad

somehow, the pains, no matter how intense they were, mattered no more. there were no bruises, no scars, nothing.

para akong may shield. parang everytime na may bad news na dadating, everytime may frustration na bago, someone would whisper in my ears: "kaya mo yan."

thanks God. I love you so much.