Regarding the next two posts

the next two posts are pretty dramatic. but don't worry, they are late posts. i've written them days ago. and mind you they were written when i was really sad so if at any point they would sound cheesy or weird, well, that's not my fault. :P

but, i'm fine now. very fine. :)

i just, you know, failed to post them so, since i already wasted time just to write them anyway, i decided to post them still. besides, late posts aren't at all that bad. especially when they are like the ones below.

see, it amazes me that my requirement for me to write anything is sadness. when i'm sad, i can write (otherwise i can't. hehe). words just come out of me effortlessly. heck, sometimes i even use words i've never used before like as if i had used them all the time. ang galing. this actually justifies why i want to listen to slow songs whenever i write (the most effective of them all is Maria Mena's "Sorry") because i tend to finish writing whatever i write in a shorter span of time.

It's like sadness fuels my thoughts and gives me all the creative juice i need to write. And this is why i'm posting them still even though they're not timely anymore.

i just wish i can also do this when i'm happy.